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[ all letters written hastily. they're on different pages of the same notepad, but each of them are in the same rushed handwriting. chances are he wrote these before running off after miyamura on thursday so ??? how they got so long. he writes fast, fight him. ]
mahiro, nishitani, hiyono, rosalind
Fuwa-kun,
Light the fireworks. Knowing you, you won't like that I'm being so direct, but I'm in a rush here. Imagine me apologizing if it makes you feel better. But don't think of anything too weird, all right? Remember, I have Toranosuke-kun.
The fireworks are...
I don't know. Something we did something together. As... friends, or at least I think that's what we were. I haven't had any before, so...
Just light them. As a favor to me.
Nishitani-san,
I feel like I should leave you something even if I'm not sure what, especially on short notice. I admire you in a lot of ways. I wish I could be like you, and I mean it. I don't know how it happened. Maybe it started when we first met and you talked about Majima-san. The way you spoke of him was... different. When I heard how much you cared about him.... No, how much you liked him, I felt like I could trust you just a little bit. Because it felt like we had at least one thing in common.
Your feelings for Majima-san are different than my feelings for Toranosuke-kun, but I still thought... I don't know. I could understand you. Does that sound stupid?
Thank you for all your advice. Thank you for taking the time to help out a stupid kid like me with his love life. Thank you, just... Thank you for everything.
Yuizaki,
I'm sorry. Not for ignoring your advice, because I'm not sorry about that. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Toranosuke-kun and I sooner, and for being shy about the details. I can't put everything here, but...
What I didn't tell you on Monday was when I tried to break-up with Toranosuke-kun, he refused me. He wanted to stay with me, which was a little too embarrassing to tell you at the time. And... we have kissed. Had kissed. Plenty of times. Don't write that in your tabloid, all right? It's a secret between us. Or... you? I don't really know how to say it.
Promise me one thing. If you find someone special, you have to write about them in that dumb paper of yours.
That way you can be as embarrassed as the rest of us when your secrets are distributed to the general public.
Lutece-san,
If there's anyone here who can figure out how to get out of this place, it's you. You might be the smartest person here, but you've never once flaunted it. Even when I didn't fully understand what we were talking about, I never felt insecure about it. It felt like I was learning something from you more than anything else. I appreciate that, so thank you. Thank you for taking the time to teach a kid like me. If you can, tell Kizakura-san the same thing.
Also, I think you might feel bad about what happened between us in the library. After being with Fuwa-kun most of the day, I don't think you should. There was something strange going on with the both of you. I can't put my finger on what, but you two should talk and share stories. You might be able to figure something out.
Figure things out and survive!
Oh, and if you can... If it isn't too much trouble, if you could find another version of me and push him to be more confident... especially with Toranosuke-kun... I would appreciate it. On my own behalf? His behalf.
There should be at least one other me who gets what they want.
Fuwa-kun,
Light the fireworks. Knowing you, you won't like that I'm being so direct, but I'm in a rush here. Imagine me apologizing if it makes you feel better. But don't think of anything too weird, all right? Remember, I have Toranosuke-kun.
The fireworks are...
I don't know. Something we did something together. As... friends, or at least I think that's what we were. I haven't had any before, so...
Just light them. As a favor to me.
Nishitani-san,
I feel like I should leave you something even if I'm not sure what, especially on short notice. I admire you in a lot of ways. I wish I could be like you, and I mean it. I don't know how it happened. Maybe it started when we first met and you talked about Majima-san. The way you spoke of him was... different. When I heard how much you cared about him.... No, how much you liked him, I felt like I could trust you just a little bit. Because it felt like we had at least one thing in common.
Your feelings for Majima-san are different than my feelings for Toranosuke-kun, but I still thought... I don't know. I could understand you. Does that sound stupid?
Thank you for all your advice. Thank you for taking the time to help out a stupid kid like me with his love life. Thank you, just... Thank you for everything.
Yuizaki,
I'm sorry. Not for ignoring your advice, because I'm not sorry about that. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Toranosuke-kun and I sooner, and for being shy about the details. I can't put everything here, but...
What I didn't tell you on Monday was when I tried to break-up with Toranosuke-kun, he refused me. He wanted to stay with me, which was a little too embarrassing to tell you at the time. And... we have kissed. Had kissed. Plenty of times. Don't write that in your tabloid, all right? It's a secret between us. Or... you? I don't really know how to say it.
Promise me one thing. If you find someone special, you have to write about them in that dumb paper of yours.
That way you can be as embarrassed as the rest of us when your secrets are distributed to the general public.
Lutece-san,
If there's anyone here who can figure out how to get out of this place, it's you. You might be the smartest person here, but you've never once flaunted it. Even when I didn't fully understand what we were talking about, I never felt insecure about it. It felt like I was learning something from you more than anything else. I appreciate that, so thank you. Thank you for taking the time to teach a kid like me. If you can, tell Kizakura-san the same thing.
Also, I think you might feel bad about what happened between us in the library. After being with Fuwa-kun most of the day, I don't think you should. There was something strange going on with the both of you. I can't put my finger on what, but you two should talk and share stories. You might be able to figure something out.
Figure things out and survive!
Oh, and if you can... If it isn't too much trouble, if you could find another version of me and push him to be more confident... especially with Toranosuke-kun... I would appreciate it. On my own behalf? His behalf.
There should be at least one other me who gets what they want.